Inspiration.

A whole new lust for life.

I am totally, totally exhausted right now! I've had a few sleepless nights the last few days and I have to admit, it has really got to me! My brain is refusing to work properly and every single part of my body just aches. I'm also feeling ridiculously lonely right now, I haven't seen any of my little beauties in days and I really could do with a bit of friend time! Another down point is that me and money just really do no get on. I am completely broke and I have absolutely nothing to show for it! What a let down. But anyway, I am not going to dwell in my self pity any longer, I just felt like I needed a little rant yanno? Hope so. Despite my little moan I am in fact feeling stupidly positive right now. My head is just bouncing with thought and aspirations and there is just so much I want to do with my life! My 10 year plan has changed dramatically and I really am excited for the future. I've finally embraced the whole not knowing whats going to happen next thing and it really is exciting! I love not knowing exactly what I want to do or where exactly I'm going to end up. I don't know whats got in to me but I have a whole new lust for life. All this determination is doing me the world of good, even if some of my dreams may be a little disconnected with reality I really don't care! I'm going to my my damn best to make them happen anyway!

Day 3: A picture of somewhere you’ve been.

 HAVE THREE!

I love going to different places. It's always just so lovely to get away from all the Leicestershire shit and drama and just forget about things for a while. I have lots of new places I'm going to visit in the very near future and I have to say I am as excited as fuck! I really do detest this place sometimes. I chose this picture and this place as it is probably one of my most favourite places in the world. The isle of man. I know it's only a little tiny Island in the middle of the Irish sea, doesn't exactly scream 'wild getaway,' but it's such a beautiful, magical, therapeutic place to be. They have such an interesting culture and folklore! I bought a book about Manx fairy tales when I was out there and I actually love it!

Tara Darby.

So much love for her work.

Day 2: A habit you wish you didn’t have.

I really like all of my habits. They make me who I am! Though actually come to think of it overeating can actually fuck the fuck right off!
Not particularly the most interesting answer but I'm tired and have a pile of work that needs doing! 
Promise they wont all be this boring.
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Legs like this please. Thanks.

 

 via thecherryblossamgirl.

Inspiration.

Inspiration.

One of my current project thaaaangs at college is black and white film photography. It is by far my favourite. Not only do I love taking the photo's, I love developing them. I love the exciting anticipation when waiting to see just how they turn out. I definitely chose the right thing to do with my life, I think. I have so much passion for it.

So here are a few black and white images, enjoy.

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Love, dreams, creativity and hope... always hope.

So today I'm having a day off as my little man is poorly and can't go to nursery bless him. It's a little bit sad how devastated I was not to be able to go to college considering I no longer have much support when it comes to Toby, but at the same time I'm so happy and thankful that I get to spend a little extra time with him. I've been missing him so much lately! Due to him being ill I allowed him to sleep in my bed last night and I have to say it was so beautiful being able to snuggle up to him while we both slept with his tiny little hand clenched around my thumb for comfort! Cannot even begin to explain the intensity of a love between a mother and child. It really has made me appreciate my own mother for the extraordinary women she is so, so much more!
In other news recently I have found myself dreaming extremely complex but divine and enticing dreams. As sad as it sounds I really look forward to going to sleep now (I went to bed at 7:30 last night). I have to say its a great source of inspiration and I love being left to look for a hidden meaning! I am now feeling extremely creative and I'm most definitely going to put it into practise... somehow.
Lovely, lovely.

New favourite website.

http://mybestthingtoday.com/

Solid proof that sometimes in life it really is the little things that make you most happy.