Horoscope -Aquarius

I thought this was really nice:


Do you believe in fairy tales? Is there really such a thing as happily ever after? Even if you have never given much credence to magic or storybook endings, Aquarius, you will soon find yourself a believer. Something wonderful is unfolding in your life. Metaphorically speaking, you may discover an amazing beanstalk that can transport you to a golden world. Perhaps some enchanted fairy will guide you to a wonderful land where anything is possible. Or, perhaps you'll meet a Prince or Princess Charming. A fantasy will soon become possible. The key to making it come true is simply to believe.

An update.

I haven't had the chance to update for quite a while now due to my lack of laptop. For those of you who are unaware it is currently in two halves. Not good. Luckily I do have my trusty little phone to provide me with my daily Internet fix, but unfortunately it doesn't take too kindly to blogging.

So the last few weeks have been pretty chilled to be honest. Mainly due to the fact I no longer have the stress of college, and I can't begin to tell you how much of a weight off my shoulders that turned out to be! I think I really did just need time to be a Mum again, though don't get me wrong, there is a lot more to me than that! I just didn't realise just how much I was missing being at college 9-5 most days while Toby was in nursery. Its absolutely beautiful being able to take him out to different places everyday and just generally doing lots together. He's got such a funny, cheeky personality, there really is never a dull moment!

In other news tomorrow is my last day of being a teenager! I know its just a number, but for some reason its a scary concept! Being all 'officially' grown up and that. I don't really have any plans though due to the fact I'm currently saving up for bigger things (watch this space guys!). But I doubt a little drink will do much harm.

I have nothing new to report unfortunately so I shall return to searching for a part-time job and I'll update again when something a little more exciting happens!

I shall leave you with a few pictures of my little man building a bear. (Yes the pink one was his first choice til I persuaded him otherwise.)

Can I look like her please?

I'd probably kill for the 'bee stung' lips look.

I have a flat viewing tomorrow and im trying so hard not to get my hopes up cause I want it so bad! I know its not much, its just a viewing after all, but things are finally starting to happen. Exciting!

So looks like I'm using the good ol' blog again.

So I decided to delete pretty much all my old posts from this blog. Reading back through them made cringe of embarrassment if I'm honest. It really made me realise I'm not the person I used to be, and just how far I've actually come. My confidence has soared and I no longer let the insignificant, little things bother me in life. I'm a lot stronger than I used to be, and oh boy do I have a hell of a lot more confidence! I'm not sure quite what enforced this change but to be honest I couldn't possibly pin point just one thing. Last year was the single most amazing year of my life and what do I have to show for it? Nothing. Just a mass amount of life lessons and an amazing amount of memorys. I did things I said I'd never do, things I'm not proud of, and things I'm very proud of! To be honest though I wouldn't do the majority of it again, but I don't regret a thing. Now its the start of a new year and I find myself faced with a whole selection of new challenges to get myself stuck into. I made the decision to leave college just before Christmas. I didn't quit, I left with with the equivalent of two A levels as apposed to the full three, I just needed a change. I don't think I'm the type of person that can do just one thing for the rest of their life. I find things I like, completely throw my all into them, get bored, realise maybe after all its not for me, find something new, and repeat the cycle. This maybe isn't the best approach considering I have a little boy to provide for, but if that means I have to work doing something I hate for a while then so be it. See the thing is with me, I don't want to make a life for myself. I want to live! And I have once again decided you lucky readers (yes, both of you) get to enjoy my documentation of my appalling attempt at it. Enjoy!