Inspiration.

A little bit of sleep deprivation but a whole lot of love!

 There is so much going on in my head this week that I'm finding it hard to rationalize it all. I don't really understand my intentions to be honest. I'm just going to keep progressing towards my destination and hopefully things will fall into place on their own and I'll eventually get there! I never give too much away do I? Ha, annoying. Well, so far this week I've had about 5 billion deadlines and a few more next week too! I'm pretty bad with deadlines, I've never been a follow the rules kind of person, I like doing it my way and getting it done in my own time. Sadly that's not know as realistic in the real world so I'm basically rushing to get all my work done last minute. Good plan, good plan. I've been working ever so hard lately and it's definitely time for a little bit of play come the Christmas holidays. I think I deserve it to be honest! Already got a few plans with the girls when they're back that I'm rather looking forward to. Just need to make a few more and keep myself busy. Everything is still all fine, dandy and sparkly so lets hope it stays this way! Just need to up the fun factor a bit more and everything will be pretty peachy!

Inspiration.

Well my darlings

It's been a while! I have a million and one deadlines coming up next week though and I've literally had no free time! I have to admit I'm quite enjoying being rushed off me feet though. I'm feeling very upbeat at the minute actually. A nice change. Usually I'd be completely stressed out and a total wreck in my current situation, but I have to admit I'm coping rather nicely. I guess I'm growing up. I'm getting a lot of inspiration coming my way in the form of new faces at the minute and it's so so lovely! I've never been a social butterfly as such but I'm really enjoying getting to mix with new people, though I still miss all my littler darlings who abandoned me for uni. I don't really have anything to update you with at the minute as the last few weeks have literally consisted of college work and Toby, but I have some real big plans for the near future so I shall keep you updated and try not to be such a shit little blogger in the future. 
Take care!

My life's a book of short stories, and we wrote a new one everyday.

So I'm ridiculously tired due to a hectic weekend and pretty much no sleep. My little man is really poorly at the minute and we ended up spending a bit of Saturday night and the early hours of Sunday morning in hospital as he had a dangerously high temperature. It was really scary stuff but thank god he's okay! Though he still is very poorly and not himself bless him. I just really hope he gets better soon, and I wish there was more I could do! I hate seeing him like this, it's such a change from his normal happy, cheeky self. It's actually a little heartbreaking to watch! Apart from Toby's illness, obviously, I've had a pretty lovely day. College always brightens up my mood if I'm pathetically honest, and my class always seems to end up sharing deep secrets and stories of love and heartbreak on a Monday afternoon. Pretty beautiful stuff. I also just love the way we're all completely different people. There literally isn't two people the same, and it's so lovely bonding with people I wouldn't usually get the opportunity to talk to. I love hearing about different peoples interests, backgrounds and views on the world. I find it ever so intriguing. It honestly captivates me the way other peoples minds work. It's something that no one will ever truly be able to understand. But anyway, I'm blabbering as per. My mind for instance just seems to wonder as you may have noticed... Back to the point, college is still all going well and my interest in pursuing creative activities is forever expanding! The only thing bothering me is how nothing particularly exciting has happened recently. Don't get me wrong, Toby is and always will be my main priority. I have no problem spending the whole weekend with him while he needs me. It seriously is a treasured moment every second I get to spend with him. I'm just the kind of person who gets a little bored if I cannot break out of my everyday routine every once in a while. But I guess every ones like that. I just hope in the near future I can fill you in on something a little more than my darling little boy and my college life. It's a near perfect existence for me but it's still nice to crave a little excitement every now and then isn't it? 

"When did evil start to look so alluring?
one answer: when goodness began to look boring."

Erin Wasson.

 

Definitely inspired.

Inspiration.

I am currently busy tying to shorten the distance between my expectations and reality.
As you may have noticed from my lack of posts, it is not going well. 
I think I'm going to try a different approach and a change of direction.
Watch this space.
♥

Inspiration.

Yes.

I will not die, it's the world that will end.

So I spent most of today emotionally vomiting. Not cool. My foul mood seems to have proceeded into this evening and I have so far spent the majority of my night functioning rather irrationally and therefor snapping at everyone and everything. Once again, not cool. Hopefully this weekend should cheer me up! I am leaving all my unexciting responsibilities behind and heading to London to visit two of my favourite girls! Emily Friday night and Megan Saturday. The only down side is leaving my little man Toby. I have already completely broke down twice today at the thought of not seeing him all weekend! I quite literally cherish my weekends big time as it's the only time in the week I get to see him for a decent amount. Though I have to admit I am loving college at the minute, just know where near as much as my little man! Despite having about a million assignments to currently do I just simply love throwing all my creative energy (and fucking time!) into something I adore doing so much. I've got some pretty big plans and incredible ideas currently floating around my little brain so watch this space! Things are about to get interesting...

 Also Aleesha took this picture of me today and I fucking love it!

Photography 'Destroy' project.

Nothing spectacular but thought it was about time I started posting a few of my own creations.