So much love for Sylvia Plath.

"There is something demoralizing about watching two people get more and more crazy about each other, especially when you are the only extra person in the room. It's like watching Paris from an express caboose heading in the opposite direction--every second the city gets smaller and smaller, only you feel it's really you getting smaller and smaller and lonelier and lonelier, rushing away from all those lights and excitement at about a million miles an hour."

Inspiration.

I'm feeling a little hesitant to share my feelings right now which isn't exactly a great thing considering I have a lot I need to say to some people. It doesn't help that I don't even know what exactly I want to accomplish by it. My mind is usually confusing at best so I'm really not enjoying it's current state. I think I'm just going to hold it off for a couple of days to give me chance to clear my mind and get a good understanding of any current desires.
I have an opportunity to go out tonight but I really don't think I want to to be honest which is completely out of character for me! I only have £10 to my name so probably can't even afford it anyway. Hmm. Maybe a bit of time to myself is just what I need right now. I hope so. I miss my normal self rather badly.

My horoscope in the metro today made me smile.

"If money is your hope for independence, you will never have it. The only real security you can have in this world is knowledge, experience and ability. All three of which you can find in abundance if you follow your true dream."
Beautiful little peace of life advice there.

Inspiration.

I NEED THESE IN MY LIFE!

 

Topshop block heel ankle boots.

£120 but I'm going to do whatever I can to get my little hands on them!

Day 5: Favorite superhero and why.

Professor Dumbledore. He taught me love was more powerful than evil. Need I say more?
Really don't care that he doesn't count as a superhero but it's a stupid question anyway.

VIKTOR VAUTHIER.

Inspiration.

A whole new lust for life.

I am totally, totally exhausted right now! I've had a few sleepless nights the last few days and I have to admit, it has really got to me! My brain is refusing to work properly and every single part of my body just aches. I'm also feeling ridiculously lonely right now, I haven't seen any of my little beauties in days and I really could do with a bit of friend time! Another down point is that me and money just really do no get on. I am completely broke and I have absolutely nothing to show for it! What a let down. But anyway, I am not going to dwell in my self pity any longer, I just felt like I needed a little rant yanno? Hope so. Despite my little moan I am in fact feeling stupidly positive right now. My head is just bouncing with thought and aspirations and there is just so much I want to do with my life! My 10 year plan has changed dramatically and I really am excited for the future. I've finally embraced the whole not knowing whats going to happen next thing and it really is exciting! I love not knowing exactly what I want to do or where exactly I'm going to end up. I don't know whats got in to me but I have a whole new lust for life. All this determination is doing me the world of good, even if some of my dreams may be a little disconnected with reality I really don't care! I'm going to my my damn best to make them happen anyway!