Inspiration.

Inspiration.

One of my current project thaaaangs at college is black and white film photography. It is by far my favourite. Not only do I love taking the photo's, I love developing them. I love the exciting anticipation when waiting to see just how they turn out. I definitely chose the right thing to do with my life, I think. I have so much passion for it.

So here are a few black and white images, enjoy.

♥

Love, dreams, creativity and hope... always hope.

So today I'm having a day off as my little man is poorly and can't go to nursery bless him. It's a little bit sad how devastated I was not to be able to go to college considering I no longer have much support when it comes to Toby, but at the same time I'm so happy and thankful that I get to spend a little extra time with him. I've been missing him so much lately! Due to him being ill I allowed him to sleep in my bed last night and I have to say it was so beautiful being able to snuggle up to him while we both slept with his tiny little hand clenched around my thumb for comfort! Cannot even begin to explain the intensity of a love between a mother and child. It really has made me appreciate my own mother for the extraordinary women she is so, so much more!
In other news recently I have found myself dreaming extremely complex but divine and enticing dreams. As sad as it sounds I really look forward to going to sleep now (I went to bed at 7:30 last night). I have to say its a great source of inspiration and I love being left to look for a hidden meaning! I am now feeling extremely creative and I'm most definitely going to put it into practise... somehow.
Lovely, lovely.

New favourite website.

http://mybestthingtoday.com/

Solid proof that sometimes in life it really is the little things that make you most happy.

Love Magazine Issue 4.

I have the Gisele cover but I want them all ! 

Deffo my new favourite magazine.

Orlando Weeks.

credit.

He is the most beautiful man to have ever walked this planet.

Actual perfect guy.

"Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping beauty let her whole life pass by, Belle fell in love with a beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone but she chose a poor man, and Ariel, she walked on land."

10 things I want right now.

1. A nice little house with a room for all my creative antics to go on in. I want to be able to have the time of my life decorating it with loads of vintage stuff and cute little antique things, really put my stamp on it you know. 
2. Excitement. Just got a massive craving for excitement going on right now.
3. Lots of money, I lack a summer wardrobe at the minute, and I'm in serious need of some new shoes and bags.
4. The ability to just tell people what I think and how I really feel. There is so many things I want to tell people, good and bad, but I'm just too scared. 
5. A steady friendship group. I'm not saying I want to swap the friends I do have as I really wouldn't for the world ! But it would be nice and easier if they weren't so scattered around. I also want to meet new people.
6. An extremely mental, crazy, drunken, hilarious night out. I want to wake up in an unknown place having no, or little memory of the night before.
7. A tattoo. I've finally decided what I want, just need to find somewhere good to get it done. I'm ready to start treating my body like a canvas. 
8. To be able to visit all the cities I want to go to. These include Paris due to the romantic history and the beauty of the city, plus it's the fashion capital of the world, New York for a massive shopping spree and to visit all the well known sights, Stockholm because all the people there are beautiful and incredibly fashionable, and Venice for a romantic get away and lots of boat rides. 
9. A car and the ability to drive, so I can just go on road trips to loads of nice places to see new places and meet new people.
10.The ability to get rid of all my worries and fears in life. I don't want to wonder "what if I did this" I want to know the consequences. It's the only way I'm going to make all my hopes and dreams come true.

Chloe Sevigny.

 ...actually her style is my favourite. 

Oh and also legs like that please.

Thanks.

Caffeine boost.

So I started my day with a morning coffee due to extreme lack of sleep last night. It provided just the little boost I needed. I think I'm going to make this a regular occurrence to my little routine. I have a good feeling about today. I don't know why due to the fact it's raining; never a good sign, plus I have no plans for today so far. But still I'm feeling hopeful. I like this a lot. I rarely wake up feeling this good anymore but only because I'm just simply not a morning person, not because I'm just plain miserable all the time or anything. I think I'm going to make the most of this positive little mood, maybe take a few risks throughout the day, make a few life decisions, you know, just some little things. I may be feeling positive but I'm not quite an extremist just yet.